I don't know how to write

I’m lost. I don’t know how to write anymore. People was right. Talent is about practice. And I kind of screw up right now. Not knowing where is the super motivated Kiki who write a new post every single week in 2015?

But something is striking me. This is exactly the thing that hold me up in 2016. Holding up on to something because I think it’s not perfect and ready to go on public. The perfectionist soul that defer my creativity.

Where’s my daring soul? Where’d it go?

I look it up everywhere while it’s actually here with me. I could have just need to make one click on the green publish button right there. Yet what what I’ve done was keep busy pushing backspace button.

So this time I make promise to myself. To push the green publish button, no matter how pointless this post is. Because today, I’m just so done with the thinking. I need to act.