I love you, dear self..
I love you, my self..
I know, you don’t talk much and therefore many people thought that you’re cocky. But that’s fine. I know how warm your words are inside, so that’s okay.
Many people says you’re weird. You want A when everyone else fight for B. You refuse to do something that anyone else find exciting. And therefore many of them give up on you. But I know exactly what you’re thinking. And we don’t need to explain it to everyone, anyway.
I love you, my mind..
You speak thousands of weird thoughts until you can only jot it down in your notebook because you not really sure someone will enjoy to talk about it. I hate it sometimes and there are lots of time when I wish I can just shut my mind off. But then again, that’s fine. Anyway I can handle it by far, right?
I love you, dear beauty..
I know you don’t have the most beautiful face in the world. That slanted eyes you have, which makes you look sleepy throughout the day. The stout cheek which look so contrast because you’re thin. But I know you’ll be just fine because you’re taking care of it. Because the most beautiful girl is the happy one.**
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But I know, I will also hate you sometimes. My love is not the blind one and you’re not perfect either. You will make lot of mistakes and I will berate you for that. But you know, when I start to hate you it means there is something wrong that should be changed.
Dear self..
You will fall, hurt, cry, and you will feel lost many times. But I will make sure you’ll be just fine because that’s just the part of life. I know we can’t have everyone on our side in this life. But as long as I love you, I believe we can conquer this world together. I’ll be the one who will always treasure you even when nobody does. Because the most evil thing in this world happen when I start to be resentful to you.
“I am my own biggest critic. Before anyone else has criticized me, I have already criticized myself. But for the rest of my life, I am going to be with me and I don’t want to spend my life with someone who is always critical. So I am going to stop being my own critic. It’s high time that I accept all the great things about me.”